Friday, April 2, 2010

Repost-- It's Friday....But Sunday's a Coming!

I wrote this post some time ago- actually last year on Good Friday. Really, I don't think I could put my thoughts into words any better today than I could then, except to say that as my love for Annie has grown so has my appreciation for the sacrifice that today commemorates. So, I decided that I would republish it again this year.
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Awhile back one of my professors at MC read us a story out of Fox's Book of Martyrs. It was about a woman who was not only persecuted herself, but watched her child be tortured and yet still refused to renounce her faith. It was hard for me to hear at the time. I remember just being horrified by the story. I couldn't really even wrap my mind around it.

Years later, when I found out I was pregnant, I found myself thinking about the story and it took on a whole new meaning. I told Peyton that even without meeting her yet, I loved Ann Peyton so much, and I didn't know if I could do what this strong woman of faith did. He reassured me that I would probably never have to, and I argued with him that God could call us to be missionaries in a dangerous land, but even so, that really wasn't the point. I realized that my faith was somewhat weak and something I needed to be more intentional about. So that is the first thing I took from the story. But the second is really more important. After thinking on it (worrying about it) for a few days it just HIT ME......God did just that for us! I always knew logically that God gave his "only begotten son", but never had it touched my heart in this way. As a parent, now, I am processing God's love for humanity in a whole new way this Good Friday!

Jesus, the Savior, reigns, the God of truth and love;
When He had purged our stains He took His seat above;
Lift up your heart, lift up your voice;
Rejoice, again I say, rejoice!

1 comment:

Christy said...

When Laura Grace was born I was still struggling with some anger towards God. It hit me, sometime around her infant months, that He gave us his son. He allowed his son to be tortured and hung on a cross FOR US.

You are right, being a parent can make that message even more powerful!